Yes i am going to Tenerife too work and find myself, hopefully, maybe even find myself a husband. If your one of my close friends, and a close friend who pays attention too me you will know that for some time now i have been thinking against going to uni next year and this christmas has helped me understand what is important in life. I am a real worrier and i dont think i would like to put myself in a situation where i am worrying about paying bills etc when i am already in so much debt. So i am selling my trusty car and 'fucking off'. Before any of you (i am meaning friends now) try and talk me out of this and tell me i am throwing my life away etc just remember this is me and i KNOW its what i have to do too make myself feel happy again. I have to get out of Pilling and this is how i am doing it.
I would love all of your support as i love you all dearly.
On the up side..... HELLO SUMMER CLOTHING.
After i fucking freezing winter i cant think of anything more exciting than wearing a bikini, actually i can. I have a month to get in serious shape. This goes to you Nancy! Who insists on ordering takeaway pretty much every night. NO mum i dont want chinese again. There is only so many differant dished you can order before you realise non of it is even nice. Except maybe special fried rice and salt 'n' pepper spare ribs. Mmmmm I wonder if there are any left overs in the fridge. Be right back....
Anyway yes. Beachwear. Whata breath of fresh air. Cos lets face it who else is sick of these dirty quilted barbours.
Here are some lovely summer pics to put you all in the spirit and me in a diet mood.
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| Ahh we can wish. |
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| My gal Chloe |
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| He showed off splashing around. |
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| Dont know what this has to do with it, i just love Chloe. |
Who knows where i'll be in a years time.
Hopefully not home.
I know now finally why u not coming back to college :) i never received ur email lol nevermind!!! ... I wish u all the best in Tenerife. I know what its feels being lost and all that.... as u know thats how i came to england. to find myself. I have now and I am very happy and confident about my future so all i could wish you is the same!!!! I am sure you will find urself and happyness...... most probably u will find yourself a husband!!!! :D
ReplyDeleteI hope u will keep in touch and I might even come and visit u :) ...(if thats ok!?)
I miss u very much xxxx
take care and look after yourself!!!!
love u millions xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx